Wishes

[Acoustic; Electronic]{Violin, Synthesizer; Guitar}

Sometimes i wish that i was deaf,

            for I don't want to hear anything.

Sometimes i wish that i was mute for,

            Nobody is listening.

Sometimes i wish that i was blind,

            For i don't want to see the reality.

Sometimes i wish that i can't taste,

            So that bitterness of life is nothing to me.

Sometimes i wish that i cant feel of any sort,

            For i won't be hurt anymore.

[Chorus]

Sometimes, I, never want to wake at the world,

            For the reality is haunting, and strangling me.

Choking me with it's cruel tragedies,

            I will answer anything if it what it takes,

I'll do anything to break free,

             To live for the life for me.

Sometimes i wish that i have no emotion,

            So that i won't be misunderstood from here on.

Sometimes i wish that i have no mind,

            So that i would stay sane.

Sometimes i wish that i have no heart,

            So that i won't bear the pain, as it breaks.

Sometimes i wished that i have no soul,

            So that i won't be torn apart.

Sometimes i wish that i have no spirit,

            So that it won't be crushed by the high stakes.

[Repeat Chorus 2X]

Sometimes i wish i hid my freedom,

            So that nobody would take it away.

Sometimes i wish that i have no tears,

            So that i won't cry on the way.

Sometimes, sometimes...

[Repeat Chorus]

Sometimes i wish that i was deaf,

            for I don't want to hear your goodbyes.

Sometimes i wish that i was mute for,

            So that i wouldn't waste time saying "NO!" and "why?".

Sometimes i wish that i was blind,

            For i don't want to see you go.

Sometimes i wish that i can't taste,

            So that bitterness of truth.

Sometimes i wish that i cant feel of any sort,

            For i won't be hurt anymore.

Sometimes i wish that i have no emotion,

            So that i won't be sad when you're an apparition.

Sometimes i wish that i have no mind,

            Because when it's torn, it's hard to weave.

Sometimes i wish that i have no heart,

            So that i won't bear the pain, as you leave.

Sometimes i wished that i have no soul,

            So that i won't be split in two.

Sometimes i wish that i have no spirit,

            So that it won't be crushed by you.

Sometimes i wish i have no freedom,

            For you ensnared me,

Sometimes i wish i have no tears,

            So that i won't cry over my fears,

Sometimes, Sometimes, Sometimes!

Sometimes i wished i was dead for living is tiring,

            It's hard and brittle, it'll shatter into little pieces.

it's hard as stone and breaks my bone,

            Punch me then i'll bleed,

I wish i, i wish, i wish...

[Repeat Chorus 3x]

It's impossible to live without you.